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800 YEARS – a poem to commemorate the Magna Carta 2015

Lots of things wrong with justice and right
The disabled in a never ending fight

If you’ve got money you’ve got justice and calm
It’s greedy rich who created this harm

Haven for them and hell for the poor
Then send police to knock on your door

Meat in the sandwich is what I see
Keeping the peace is what police should be

Take those immoral neo-liberals to court
Keep the peace for what men fought

Build everybody a place to live
Stop fucking taking, now time to give

Collect more taxes from the rich pigs now
Pay off debt then saved interest we plough

Grow our country back to something great
Leave behind this neo-liberal mistake

800 Years since the Magna Carta was signed
Today’s injustices weighing on my mind

EnD

Just wrote this – feels good – going to a talk on the Magna Carta on Friday, hope I get to share it, will chalk it on the street if it is fine, taking a few signs as well.

If you like my poetry nominate me for poet laureate before 6 July 2015 – tell your friends – lets see what a poet can do in two years and imagine what the politicians and media are going to do – the looks on their faces would be …… priceless.

http://www.poetlaureate.org.nz/2015/05/call-for-nominations.html

John Miller Law – poem

64.  John Miller Law

I know what you did
And I know what you said
Degraded someone with no money
Someone who’d rather be dead

John Miller to the rescue
But victims only please
Another maggot in the system
Feeding ego, charging fees

When making a complaint
To the only lawyer in town
Just wanting rehab and care
Though before you’d been let down

John Miller he said
We did nothing wrong
Didn’t let you down
Didn’t take that long

Yes you did Mr Miller
As I tell you repeated
Who else can I get then
Where I won’t be mistreated

Phil Schmidt is your man
There are no others I know
So I phoned Mr Schmidt
Who then degraded me so

What is your story
Oh that is so sad
No I don’t do legal aid
Charity – are you mad

John Miller knows this
I’m surprised you were sent
Now stop making me feel bad
Only those with money I represent

John Miller Law
It’s the kind you don’t want
They’ll just victimize degrade you
Represent you they won’t

There is no justice
For the traumatized and hurt
And as a result
Things get worse, nothing’s learnt

Another poem this is
Expressing the hell that we live
Those fighting for the care
ACC’s supposed to give

eND

God of National – song based on the NZ National Anthem

God of national at thy feet
In the bonds of fear we meet
Hear our voices we entreat
We must defend our free land

Guard our country’s loving state
From those who only want to take
Care for all show no-one hate
God defend New Zealand

All who sing this song are bound
A solumn oath to stand their ground
When there is injustice found
We must defend our free land

From dissension, envy, hate
And corruption guard our state
Make our country good and great
God defend New Zealand

Peace not war shall be our boast
But should those cruel asail our coast
Make us then a mighty host
We must defend our free land

Lord of battles in thy might
Give us strength, take up the fight
When our cause is just and right
God defend New Zealand

Let our love for all increase
Our quest for fairness never cease
Give all plenty, give all peace
We must defend our free land

From dishonour and from shame
Guard our country’s good deeds and name
Be guided by an eternal flame
God defend New Zealand

Never let democracy fall
Teach compassion, love and truth to all
Let the facts, not fear stand tall
God defend New Zealand

EnD

NZ Neo-liberals are corrupt, they purposely cause violence & addiction in society

I’ve had an epiphany after reading George Irvin’s book about the Super Rich and rise of inequality in developed countries, except the 5 Nordic countries.

I am so so angry, also after watching Campbell Live last night and those revolting parole board members, degrading and grilling that poor man.  Neo-liberals knew cutting taxes to the rich, making the poor pay more tax, driving manufacturing jobs overseas, then cutting large amounts of welfare and healthcare to the poorest people was going to cause crime, violence, addiction, stealing, deaths (suicides and murders) and serious dysfunction in society – they did it anyway.  The Nordic countries never did, they kept high taxes to the wealthy and good safety nets for the poor and disabled.  They kept their standards of living, they are some of the most peaceful countries on earth – while New Zealand’s has slipped more than any other country in the world.  We are a divided nation full of dissension envy, hatred, poverty, homelessness, broken families, broken people – where the educated and rich despise the uneducated and poor (I am currently doing papers at Victoria I can show you proof of this bigotry in power point slides).

Lately I keep thinking of the National Anthem and how those words are a promise and part of the Constitution of this country.  YEAH RIGHT!

I am definitely going to be writing to John Campbell and each one of those parole board members and voicing my disgust at the part they are playing in persecuting victims of a cruel immoral corrupt neo-liberal political agenda financed by the super rich.  That man on the television was the perfect example of a statistic – he would not have been in jail 30 years ago, he would have been working in the Railways, living in a railways house, raising his family and enjoying what our environment has to offer.  If New Zealand had continued with High Taxes and good welfare, health and justice provision where would we be now?  I GUARANTEE YOU WE WOULD HAVE THE SAME SOCIAL STATISTICS AND ECONOMIC STABILITY (GOVT WEALTH) as the Nordic countries are enjoying.

We would have $20/hr minimum wage, we would have 33 hour working week, we would be innovators in eco-science, sustainability and a leading example of social functioning to the world.  We were going that way until our government was corrupted and we were all brainwashed into believing neo-liberalism was the only way.  ACTUALLY WE WERE CONNED, and the people that did it are running our country still, they’re in parliament, in the public service and in our judiciary.

Yesterday Shane was going on and on about the Saudi sheep and how the government are paying this creep out for loss of profits when we stopped live sheep exports years ago.  If the government can pay out one man $millions then they can pay me out for cutting tariffs, cutting taxes to the rich and cutting services and professional health care to people in New Zealand.  They can pay me out for deregulation and free-trade on a scale seen nowhere else in the world.  ”Paul Ormerod in his book Death of Economics said  - NZ went from being one of the most highly regulated countries in the world to one of the most unregulated.  Something no other country would have dared for fear of political suicide….”

I am definitely going to find out how to take a case to the High Court as a lay-person, I am going to challenge the government on paying out to this man for being offended, but they won’t pay out to a suicidal sexual abuse victim they have been persecuting and denying entitlements to for the past 13 years.  I am going to test this in court, going to use the law to fuck up the judiciary if I possibly can and all the way through it make sure I have the UN watching how things unfold.  I know I have a legal and moral case for them to answer, this is going to be fun (in a twisted sort of way – keeps the brain occupied.  tehehehe (I’m a red tape whore and its a red tape war.)

I might do some research into what each citizen in New Zealand was worth in 1979 (taking into consideration we owned all the power companies, railways, telecommunications etc).  I know for a fact each citizen now OWES $15,000 that the government has borrowed against them to pay for running our country – BECAUSE OF COURSE THE GREEDY DISGUSTING SUPER FKN RICH DON’T WANT TO!

I believe Kiwis trusted the people leading, our country, they gave Roger Douglas a knighthood for Gods sake.  How could you give someone who has destroyed our culture, our peace and our Gods Own way of life a knighthood – these people in charge have gone mad.  We also trusted that our media would be honest and our politicians and their advisers would be honest, honourable and have integrity –  WE WERE WRONG.

After watching Campbell Live last night I then watched Poldark and the similarities in what the rich/powerful people looked like and the contempt they had for the poor was so similar to today I was horrified.  Also the recent WWI bullshit just reminded me the lesson from all of that unnecessary death and destruction was DON’T TRUST THE PEOPLE IN CHARGE – THEY’RE IN IT FOR THEMSELVES AND THEY DON’T CARE ABOUT YOUR WELFARE OR YOUR LIFE!

I am going to chalk this stuff and write poetry about this epiphany.

Woke up this morning crying, not a good sign, my heart was breaking – ACC are taking months to get this meeting with Alan Doris sorted, let alone getting all the care reinstated, am barely keeping it together – hope nothing bad happens.  I am sure they are doing this on purpose?  I told them on the first day it was urgent, that was almost two months ago now – my poor psyche is struggling to cope.  Bulimia back, trying to keep moving, keep focused on fighting back, stay alive.  I wonder how any of these revolting people could understand what it is like to try and function when you are suicidal, when on a bad day you can be assaulted with thoughts of suicide for hours on end.  Complex PTSD is a serious life-threatening disorder and I have to remember that, it is only my knowledge of psychology and how my disability operates that has kept me alive.

I have been harmed by those corrupt neo-liberals stopping all my care under ACC in 2009, I am going to sue those mother fkrs.  I can prove they purposely caused me harm, that is illegal in a civilized society (did you know there is a UN document that sets out what a civilized society is – I should post it here).

Kia kaha all my friends.

Time to stand up, time to shout, at the whole world – YOU’RE FKD

Time to stand up, time to shout at the whole world – GET FKD

Lance O’Sullivan – WAKE UP! Don’t blame the victims of our cruel corrupt govt

Grrr just saw what Lance O’Sullivan has said about getting young children out of dysfunctional homes and I am so so angry.  From the sounds of it every one of those dysfunctional families is full of victims of abuse, which makes them the responsibility of ACC and the NZ government.  Blaming them for dysfunction that I know is borne of neglect and trauma is disgusting.

I know for a fact these people are not receiving huge amounts of treatment, care rehabilitation and justice under ACC law.  Then there is the lack of legal representation and justice, on top of often being in substandard inappropriate unsafe housing – housing disabled people (which these people are) is the responsibility of the government under law.  Currently ACC, health and welfare agencies are violating UN Disability laws, Human Rights and Civil and Political Rights as well.  They are also violating Bill of Rights, Health, Disability and Human Rights laws.

We would not be having these issues if we had a country like we did 30 years ago, like the currently successful – HAPPY – Nordic countries like Denmark are enjoying.  No instead we have GPs coming out with rubbish like this – and he is so influential.  Just another reason for the self-righteous rich bigots of NZ to despise the poor and vulnerable.

I also can’t see how this approach follows Whare Tapa Wha, I thought it was a cultural thing to spend time with your children when they were young.

All I see are a group of abused children, who are now dysfunctional adults, due to 30 years of neo-liberals cutting services and care to the poorest most vulnerable people while advancing the wants of the rich.

I am ashamed and disgusted in what this country has become.

I am trying to get hold of Susie Nordqvist – the journalist who did the story – but you know journalists they don’t make it easy.  Have sent a comment through the TV3 website extremely critical of O’Sullivan and explaining what people are entitled to.  I want to meet with O’Sullivan and show him what people are entitled to and not getting!

Check out my solutions page – that company I created is what people are entitled to – so why aren’t they getting it.  Why has so much been shut down, especially those providing care to abused women and children.  Our government is corrupt and those people working in ACC, mental health and welfare who are perpetrating this gross miscarriage of just are not better than NAZIs.

Sitting beside me is my copy of the Human Rights Act 1993  Part 1A – Discrimination by Government, related persons and bodies, or persons or bodies acting with legal authority.

20J   Acts or omissions in relation to which this Part applies

(1)   This part applies only in relation to an act or omission of a person or body referred to in section 3 of NZ Bill of Rights Act 1999 (See my Bill of Rights Page) namely-

(a)  the legislative, executive or judicial branch of Government of New Zealand; or

(b) a person or body in the performance of any public function, power or duty conferred or imposed on that person or body by or pursuant to law.

What this means folks is if disabled mentally injured and mentally ill people are not being given the health care and justice they are entitled to under the law then that is against the law and punishable by criminal law (Section 157 of the Crimes Act to be precise).

How can the intelligent people in New Zealand let this go on – there is no way I am the only one who knows this stuff – I wonder how many journalists know it and refuse or are not allowed to deal with it.

I am going to go to an international news agency, the only way our news media and government are going to deal with this is a wakeup from outside.  Aussie journalists are always up for a good reason to put NZ down and fight the good fight.

 

Why Am I Arrested – poem dedicated to Times-Age, Masterton

Times Age Why Am I Arrested

WHY AM I ARRESTED

Why am I arrested for being disabled
Why am I ignored when my injury is clear
Why am I censored for fighting back with my art
Why am I cut off from life saving care

Who decided arrested was right
Who decided ignorance was fair
Who decided my art required censorship
Who decided this pain I could bear

What right do they have to discriminate
What truth do they have to fear
What right do they have to neglect
What truth do they not want to hear

When will I be normal again
When will mental health take due care
When will I be allowed to exhibit
When will my people hear

How has this become so twisted
How do I bring justice to bear
How do I hold those hypocrites to account
How do I cope through my fears
How do I cope through my tears
How do I cope through my fears

EnD

After not publishing anything about my appearance in court for being trespassed/arrested and protesting at the hospital about mental health services, I wanted to prove just how biased, ignorant and unprofessional the Wairarapa Times Age really is.  Was outside doing this chalking for over 30 minutes and nobody came out – had people talking to me, two council people gave me a hard time – and I gave it right back.  Told them I was allowed online casino to do this under the Bill of Rights in a free country and I had already talked to the council about not taking it off, the woman kept asking who I talked to.  I asked them what they were afraid of.

When I started talking about people dying, suffering, committing suicide, living in poverty, with unstable housing and not enough to eat, the woman told me this was nothing to do with that – I MADE SURE SHE KNEW IT DEFINITELY WAS.  I got upset, but never got off my knees to stop chalking.  The guy got it, he got the dreadful woman away before she got me even more upset and into the nitty gritty of why I was there.  Went past about an hour later and it was still there, so hopefully they”ve decided to leave it.

Had a friend supporting me, which was good for a change.  After I chalked it felt like I needed to do more so started singing it, full voice towards the Times Age.  Heaps of cars around the whole time, people seeing what was going on – bet you they will be looking to see if it is in the paper – bet you it won”t be.

This is not considered a news item in a town like Masterton – when a local activist chalks poetry on the footpath about being arrested and having her art censored, when she talks about appauling and abusive mental health services.  I might make a complaint to the Press Council, just cause I can – it won”t work, but it might make these bigots think about what they are doing.

I hope lots of Wairarapa people read this – people have got to stop ignoring this gross miscarriage of justice and censoring what I am doing and saying about it.

Times-Age is neo-liberal and relies on National party voting farmers and business people to keep going – there is no way they are going to upset them by telling them the truth.  I am ashamed and disgusted in the community I come from.

 

To the people abusing me on my website – I don’t read them

I don’t read them but I keep them, going to show people the abuse you get for fighting for your rights when you have a traumatic stress disorder – but will never put them on my website.

Just had the police here reviewing the abusive posts, will be part of the on-going investigation into my personal information being posted on facebook.   He is particularly looking for links to media and police.

To all those people who support me, love and light always, I will never stop speaking out while I see the unnecessary pain and suffering around me.  These people on the internet are nothing to me and what they think means nothing.  “….do not waste a minute thinking about your enemy’s but stay focused on the great and splendid things you wish to do and that day will one day become reality…”  or something like that – Dale Carnegie.

 

 

Email and open letter to ACC – returning to Victoria University

Email to ACC Complaints

I’ve started back at University – what I was doing before I was raped 13 years ago – I can’t do law because my memory is to affected by my disorder and the years of degradation neglect and abuse I have suffered at the hands of ACC.

I love it, only doing two papers, economics and databases – I want to be an ICT business and systems analyst, like Stephen Joyce suggested on the app.

It has been a huge challenge, overcoming panic attacks and other things but every time I go to a class I get more and more excited.  Learning economics, even when I don’t agree with what they are teaching is amazing and information systems business analysis has got the whole left side of my brain tingling.  Because people under constant stress, with traumatised brains have high blood flow to the right brain (creative side) using my left brain is going to be good for me I know it.

University learning support have been great, where disability services and my economics lecturers have been degrading and discouraging.  It is just amazing to be learning again and participating in society – I’m getting used to all the people, great to have the chill out room for disabled students, have had to use it a few times to lay down and relax before I ended up cutting myself.

Sad thing is I can only go for the next 8 weeks, won’t have any money after that – don’t know what I am going to do but praying for a miracle.  Isn’t it sad that ACC have always refused to help me return to school as required under the ACC laws, isn’t sad Paula Bennett and the National government stopped Training Incentive Allowance or I would be able to do it.  Isn’t it sad ACC choose to not reinstate my care or provide me the services and support I need to access professional treatment care and rehabilitation.

Isn’t it sad I will fail through no fault of my own.

Did you see my chalking outside your building yesterday, did they tell you I was really angry after what has been happening with my appauling mental health and being bullied repeatedly by police.

At the moment I am able to mostly hold it together on the days I’m at Uni but on other days not – that’s how mental health works.  You can keep your pain dysfunction and suffering pushed down for a while but it bubbles up again – usually in a more toxic and violent way – of course this is what you disgusting immoral ignorant corrupt bigots want isn’t it – more chance the police will arrest me and I will be locked up.  You must be also hoping I will kill myself soon, I’m sure you’re wondering how someone so unwell is still alive with all you’ve tried to drive me to suicide and violence.

Did you see my chalking on the National Library   ACC ARE WORSE THAN RAPISTS.  Or what about my comments about our cruel corrupt neo-liberal NAZI Auditor General on their building.

I tried of course to move back to the city last year but ended up in very dangerous living situations so moved back to the Wairarapa around people and places I knew.  The main reason I won’t be able to continue are the train costs.  You people are truly sick, I do everything I can to heal from my mental injury and you do everything you can to stop me getting the treatment care rehabilitation and justice I am entitled to under ACC, health, disability, human rights and bill of rights laws so I can heal and carry on with my life.

Of course once I fail these courses (I might be able to do the databases one because most of it is online) then I will never get another student loan to study.  Sick sick sick, you people disgust me and I hope you all have something really bad happen to you.  Wonder how many other intelligent abuse victims you are persecuting and illegally denying care to in this hell hole country.  From what I hear from international news agencies I am in contact with there are hundreds of us begging for help outside our own country – which will all know is corrupt.

You must feel pleased with yourselves that you have stopped me from getting the Independence Allowance I am entitled to for the past five years, you know when you took it off me in 2009, when you took everything away illegal and attempted to kill me.  Isn’t it a shame you refuse to pay me compensation I asked for over having my personal information exposed in the Bronwyn Pullar affair.  Isn’t it a shame I can’t get an advocate or a lawyer to protect and represent me like the laws say I should have.  If I had that money I could go to University.
Lets see if I can get a judge to help me, got to get working on those judicial reviews, have been too unwell, but this is worth fighting for.  No judge is going to like what I have to say.

JR
PERSECUTED WHISTLEBLOWER
HUMAN SEWAGE LIVING IN THE DARKLANDS

Rich Bastards Authority

Rich Bastards Authority

They”re telling us every day
There”s no money left to pay
For housing, health, ACC, welfare
They just don”t have it to spare

Yet today I get the Dom Post
See politicians getting a boost
Thousands of dollars more money
From the rich bastards authority

John Errington who the fuck is he
Does this one percenter charge a fee
He”s chairman of a government board
Where all budgets are ignored

And with this shit he does create
Comes injustice dissension envy hate
National party are to blame
For giving to the rich AGAIN

While elitist pigs trash hurt and poor
Unemployed the puss online casino filled sore
Those rich and powerful live up high
Politicians and media spout rhetoric - why

Inequality is what we loath
And our leaders treasure trove
While others live no socks, no shoes
No homes, no car, nothing to lose

Why pay so much for a shit job done
Give them money when there”s none
Pay cuts is what it should be
Sack the Remuneration Authority

This is one reason I chalk, sing and shout
This is just one thing I”M FUCKING ANGRY about!

ENd

Must Stand Jerry, new song – dedicated to Jerry Mataparae – COWARD!

Must stand Jerry, yes you gotta know you must stand now
Must stand Jerry, now general, yes you gotta know you must stand now
Government’s running poor people down
Now its time to stop, stamp your royal foot on the ground

All you ever do is ride around Jerry (and hide Jerry hide)
All you ever do is ride around Jerry (and hide Jerry hide)
All you ever do is ride around Jerry (and hide Jerry hide)
All you ever do is ride around Jerry (and hide Jerry hide)
One of these early mornings, you gunna be seeing our weeping eyes, yeah

National bought the news so you must stand – against their hate and lies
We’re coming round, poor child man and woman
Cause we’re hurt, and they don’t, hear our cries
Must stand Jerry, now general, yes you gotta know you must stand now
Government’s running poor people down
Now its time to stop, stamp your royal foot on the ground

All you ever do is ride around Jerry (and hide Jerry hide)
All you ever do is ride around Jerry (and hide Jerry hide)
All you ever do is ride around Jerry (and hide Jerry hide)
All you ever do is ride around Jerry (and hide Jerry hide)
One of these early mornings, you gunna be seeing our weeping eyes, yeah
Our weeping eyes, our weeping eyes
Our weeping eyes, yeah yeah, our weeping eyes.

End

The words are really flowing at the moment, especially after I was told by Jerry’s office yesterday that there was no way I would be allowed an hour meeting with Governor-General.  He couldn’t possibly see all the people who were making complaints like me, the line would be out the door and down the road. Bloody coward – he knows who I am though, I’ve sent letters and been protesting when he was opening Parliament – creep.  Good to know there are lots of people making complaints then and adds to my legal challenge about being able to look these people who are supposed to protect us in the eye.

Song also gave me idea for a Guerrilla Protest Mission to government house, near the Basin Reserve.  Will make sure I get there early and chalk the song plus some other comments I want to make about this COWARD.  Got to take my video camera and get some of this stuff on Youtube.