I was a victim of government crimes in mental health, I was illegally refused mental health care and was harmed when mentally ill people terrorised and victimised me after and when in the care of mental health services.
Wrote these two emails this morning to my current criminal lawyer (court next Tuesday) and head of police in Wairarapa. So many years I have been screaming for help from our legal system – so many years suffering and my ‘normal’ life destroyed for a neo-liberal ideology that violates so many laws.
Sent: Thursday, 1 June 2017 6:41 a.m.
Subject: Auditor-General Report into Mental Health
I yet again ask police investigate my claims of harm under Sections 150A 151 155 157 of the Crimes Act after reading the latest Auditor General performance report into mental health that is dominating the news at the moment. You could also refer to the scathing one of ACC in 2014, which I was interviewed for, that also proves what I am saying is true.
Police are there to uphold the law NO MATTER WHO IS BREAKING IT – in fact I believe if it is government breaking it they have even more responsibility to do it because they are so powerful and in control of so many fragile, unwell, vulnerable and disabled men women and children.
Please I am begging you, just like I have begged people before you and been ignored. Ask Dr Alan Doris, Counsellor Jenny Kirby, WINZ case manager Tina Hemi if my health/behaviour has deteriorated – ASK ME I get better at hiding it from those I care about of course, because I don’t want to traumatise and upset them, but I know my mental health gets worse. I can’t even see my doctor any longer after she refused to deal with me accessing ACC/mental health care – blaming me rather than them……… I live feeling terrified because I am sick with bladder/kidney issues I should have had investigated years ago, but couldn’t get the mental health care I needed in order to attend – just like I need it to now see the doctor.
How proud you must be that police got to the point of physically assaulting me for my protests – because they have been told a bunch of lies about me being able to access mental health care and refusing it. What was happening is impairments that had developed because I could not get care then became a barrier to communication and services. THAT IS NOT MY FAULT – that is their fault. There is a way through this but they refuse to use it.
Woke up crying this morning, havn’t done that for a while, so so sad, the grief of knowing just how corrupt and criminally negligent successive governments have been in the area of mental health and providing professional health care and safe homes to live in for disabled people like myself. All for a neo-liberal ideology that advances rich and persecutes disabled poor.
Like I chalk on the street – “Police do not swear an oath to the government, they swear an oath to the Queen, who is head of a church, that believes in a book, that DOES NOT SAY protect the rich and powerful while they persecute the poor and powerless.”
Please, I am not delusional – reports confirm that – I am intelligent and just want to work and get help to work, get help to be played for the plays, songs and poetry everybody says I have talent for. There is so much I could have done and so much funding I could have accessed if I had had the required health care and professional rehabilitation. These people have destroyed my life and denied me right and justice. I just want to return to work, but I can’t while I’m living in such an unsafe and unstable home and HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO MENTAL HEALTH SERVICES.
I went to University and studied health disability and rehabilitation I know what the government ACC/MH are doing is illegal, I know they are experimenting on people, I know they are breaking the law, driving people to suicide, harming so many people. I know police deal a lot with the consequences of criminally negligent politicians demanding government agencies deny people like me the treatment care rehabilitation and justice I am entitled to. I can show you dozens of emails and letters to ministers and politicians begging for help.
I just want to heal and go back to work, I just want to be able to communicate properly with my family, even though I will never make up for the 15 years I have been alienated from them because of my disorder and no professional care. I just want somewhere safe to live in my own community instead of feeling terrified at any time my landlord could decide to come back here and I would have nowhere to live. I don’t want to live with people are who are mentally ill, taking advantage of me, who wouldn’t be if I had the health care I am entitled to and should have been reinstated by ACC in 2010.
Things with police would never have deteriorated like they did if I had the health care I was entitled to under ACC, health, disability, criminal, imperial, human rights and bill of rights laws. Only police taking a case against ACC and mental health in my case would even up the power imbalance people like Justice Winkleman point out in public lectures! Please refer to the Law Society website.
NOTE: I will be posting this email to my website, so everybody knows I have begged for police to prosecute ACC/MH for years and been refused. Police know how much my mental health has deteriorated over the years, police believed that psychopath Curtis-Cody and ignored me when I was telling the truth.
Kia kaha to us all.
Civil Society Actor
HUMAN SEWAGE LIVING IN TEH DARKLANDS
Sent: Thursday, 1 June 2017 6:19 a.m.
To: Susie Barnes
Subject: Latest Performance Audit of Mental Health by Auditor-General
Woke up crying, havn’t done that for a while, still havn’t heard from you so don’t know what’s going on.
Did you see the news about Auditor-General report into mental health, more proof what I am saying is true. Except in my case I couldn’t get mental health services and was terrorised and further harmed by several of their clients who I had ended up living with. I can’t even tell you the situations because to recount them makes me to suicidal and want to self-harm. Because I was begging for help through all those episodes and received nothing!
I was interviewed for the 2014 Auditor-General report into ACC which was extremely scathing of them and the way they treated their clients. You should use that AS MORE PROOF what I am saying is true. I was always way more terrified of mental health services and what they were capable of doing to me than ACC. I was threatened on the street by Pathways staff during a chalk protest that I would be locked up under mental health act for telling the truth – I was terrified, could tell you details of that and prove that threat terrorised me.
I am going to write yet again to police and demand they take action over my complaints of harm by ACC and Mental Health under Sections 150A 151 155 157 of the Crimes Act. Have you been able to find a lawyer who can protect and represent me to get my ACC care back and a professional rehabilitation plan, plus a safe stable home to live in. Someone who can take a case of Human Rights abuse based on my disability, one of torture against the government for repeatedly making public statements that there is professional mental health care WHEN I KNOW THERE ARE NOT – NOT THAT I’VE BEEN ALLOWED TO ACCESS – because of course Andrew Curtis-Cody is a psychopath who makes sure I can’t. A lawyer who can take a case against police for allowing ACC and mental health to deny me health care I am entitled to, put me in harmful situations, break the law in regard to disabled people like myself and then spend years dragging me through court for legally protesting, etc.
When I think of all the times police have arrested me when they shouldn’t have (I’m ok with the times they should have). When I was held in the cells first time in my life for ‘trespassing on parliament grounds’ and I found out later there was already case law to say I could do it but someone from UPSTAIRS demanded that I be held – against the best judgement of the Sgt I was dealing with (cause I overhead the conversation). A serious violation of separation of powers and our democracy perpetrated by senior police staff. I was severely traumatised by that event and self-harmed in cells, still have pictures and still remember the morning before court rocking backwards and forwards on my bed for over an hour. Then the other time ………………. I don’t want to remember that either because of how traumatised I was by it.
Then of course there are the times I’ve been violently arrested, assaulted with handcuffs…………………..