Monthly Archives: July 2017

Took OIA request to find out all trespasses

All the places I am ILLEGALLY TRESPASSED FROM – those people and organisations who are terrified at seeing the face of those they terrorise in the darklands of this neo-liberal hell hole of a country.  Had to do a Official Information Act request just to get them

Youth Suicide caused by NZ govt / Gluckman & TVNZ etc

Peter Gluckman lied on TV and in his report and I don’t know what to do – how do you stop this government/neo-liberal corruption of our society, that is CAUSING NZs world leading rates of suicide and homelessness.

Think about it, Gluckman (who I know to be an idiot & one of the weakest most compliant public servants in New Zealand – according to people I know who have worked for him) says the main reasons our children are killing themselves is modern society, internet, that they are weak (he calls it not resilient), broken families etc.  New Zealand isn’t any different to other OECD countries in the way children have internet etc in their lives – mixed families and modern things – SO THERE IS NO WAY THE THINGS HE SUGGESTS ARE CAUSING OUR EXTREME YOUTH SUICIDE RATE.

It makes me so sad and so despondent when I hear garbage like this on our news media, because I know they are participating in this attack on terrorised New Zealanders, motivated by their radicalised beliefs in neo-liberal terrorism of poor by rich.  The New Zealand media are part of the neo-liberal brainwashing of our society – those of us who educate ourselves, stay informed and see what is going on around us (as we live in the darklands of this nightmare) aren’t taken in by manipulation and brainwashing.  We are instead angry and at the same time terrified because it gets more obvious every day just how biased and corrupt our media are as well as our government, academics and politicians.

I am 52 years old, I have spent the past 15 years trying to get the health care & welfare I am entitled to by law in order to heal from my injury and be able to return to work – instead I get more unwell and more dysfunctional.  You can’t build resilience to persecution when the people you are persecuting are surrounded by media gloating about what rich people have, media telling you how great things are WHEN THEY ARE NOT, etc etc.  If an intelligent 52 year old expert in politics, human rights and traumatic stress disorders can’t get the safe stable home, health care & justice they are entitled to under NZ law – then no child is going to get it.

What I believe is causing such extreme rates of youth suicide compared with the rest of the OECD is the extremist neo-liberal policies of National and Labour over the past 30 years.  The only thing that makes us different is we embraced neo-liberalism more than any other country, we took out country from one that cared for its disabled and poor people – ensured everybody had a decent job, regulated the rich and protected workers more than any other country in the world – TO A COUNTRY that deregulated everything, drove decent jobs overseas, created unemployment to keep wages down, encouraged debt to keep workers from striking, made welfare so degrading any normal human being would kill themselves, plus a media and government that constantly trashes its own citizens – especially youth.

I believe the young who suicide are in 3 categories, the abused, the neglected & the extremely pressured to perform.  Even though I say this, I don’t want to blame the parents and family members as I know they are just part of a radicalised neo-liberal society THAT HURTS PEOPLE AND HELPS MAKE MORE MONEY FOR BUSINESS.  Youth suicide is not complicated because children aren’t complicated, our government and health providers know why these kids are doing it – they’re just hiding the truth because they know it is neo-liberalism and the extreme stress that puts on society.  In New Zealand at the moment media refuse to even the words neo-liberalism.

Suicide is a social problem, New Zealand is recognised internationally for the massive increase in social problems since we dumped keysian economics (socialism) and our corrupt government infected us with neo-liberalism – DEAD END CAPITALISM.

Our children aren’t weak, they are a litmas test for the extreme dysfunction, hypocrisy, corruption and criminal negligence currently being perpetrated against the vast majority of New Zealand society – by the super rich and their very expensive brainwashing experts IN PUBLIC RELATIONS, MEDIA & MARKETING.

Our extremely high rates of homelessness causes extreme stress in families, even if a parent isn’t saying it or acting dysfunctionally because of it, kids know and they overhear things.

Many of these kids would have suffered abuse, lots of them sexual abuse they never say anything about.  Many would be in terrorised and stressed families not coping with poverty, unstable unreliable work, debt and being terrified by what is happening to their parents.  Many are in families where children are neglected because both parents (or one parent) are forced to work – for some this is essential to their being able to live – for some it is pure greed.  I have met many parents of children who are extremely selfish and materialistic, their idea of parenting is shoving their child in front of a screen to shut them up.  They don’t want to change their lifestyle because of their child so they farm them out as much as they can – how can a child have a relationship with a parent who they barely see.

I would be very interested to see when this rise in youth suicide started and how it progressed.  I’m sure Nigel Latta’s extremely offensive comment about all teenagers being insane would have seen a sharp jump in youth suicide.  Once we were told all teenagers were insane, and that was why they were lazy and going off the rails, then society could completely ignore what the young were saying.

Neo-liberalism brings with it extreme competition for jobs, extreme competition for education and IF YOU FAIL AT EDUCATION then you are a complete failure, will never have anything and will live the rest of your life in degrading poverty HATED by everybody around you.  That isn’t the reality of course, but the pressure put on people to be the best and get the best education is HUGE.

Please watch Chris Hedges On Contact and others on the internet talking about how corrupt and what a failure neo-liberalism is.  He talks about America but you realise very quickly he is describing New Zealand – following along a few years later – when we know it hurts communities, we still do it.  That actually makes our leaders murderers, terrorists and traitors and they should be subject to police investigation and prosecution for crimes they have knowingly committed.  That is legally what should happen, but it won’t, because the rich running this nightmare are very powerful and very clever (the people they employ to manipulate us are very clever) and they own the media.

Our children are killing themselves because our government and society is now extremely cruel to the less fortunate.  I was talking with someone today who said the poorest New Zealanders are attacking each other due to poverty and dysfunction – there is no community.  Saw another example in a post recently where a woman had shifted to the middle east and said she preferred it there than New Zealand – because people cared about each other there.

We don’t care about each other – we say we do, but we don’t really – it seems that the more a public person or organisation says they care about community, justice etc – the more harm they actually cause.  Charity organisations are some of the worst, they not only want money out of you, also your time and your soul – their payment is participation in their belief system.

There are so many lies on TV and radio at the moment, so so so many lies, many of us know how bad it is and do everything we can to expose it.  I am vicious against news media when I see them do something particularly bad that I know will kill and terrorise 100,000s of people.

At the moment the continuous HATE SPEECH from media, the rich and neo-liberals in Labour about Metiria Turei and her benefit fraud admission is really hurting me.  I’ve already been abused when I was out about being unemployed – when I said I had a disability and was on invalids benefit the person just insulted me more – didn’t believe me.  What am I supposed to do show him the medical reports by some of New Zealands leading psychiatrists?  I’m sure even then he wouldn’t believe them, because he votes National and no National party minister I have begged for help to get my ACC care back believes these reports either.

Please share my posts all over the world, tell others New Zealand is not the great place they try and portray, that we are now a country of HATERS of our own disabled and poor.  Mostly they love foreigners here, because better and easier to be friends with a rich immigrant than a poor disabled local.  Neo-liberal terrorism is tearing us apart, violating and destroying our culture.

Kia kaha and Aroha to us all.  To the suicidal and educated who know what I know – hold your ground, karma is coming for those people who hurt so many.

JR

 

Aaron D Huston – farmer – radicalised neo-liberal fascist abuser

This guy has been hassling me for years, I won’t put up the disgusting shit he says but time for me to out this National party fascist pig – a farmer, go figure.  Here’s the email I sent him.

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Got yet another vitriolic pile of abuse from you off my website – it doesn’t hurt me any longer – because I know you’re a deranged radical fascist who gets some sort of disgusting pleasure out of insulting disabled poor abused women.

I do keep all your bigotry and hatred though, plus I have police record of them phoning you, one day I will get you in front of a judge for what you have done – over years.  Do you sit at home trolling through social media of disabled women or don’t you like sexually abused women?  Are you are rapist that drove your victim to suicide and you’re feeling a bit guilty about it – so attack me.

Do you tell your friends and family what you do, is it some sort of sick middle of the night thing, when your psychopathy overwhelms you – wait, I think they call it sociopathy for your particular disorder.  You need to do some research, latest thing coming through the internet is medical experts describing neo-liberalism as a religion and those who believe in it part of a cult – you certainly prove that with what you do to me.  You’re obsessed radicalised and deranged, just like all those terrorists we see on TV – what is it about terrorists that they love persecuting and oppressing women – you hate women don’t you Aaron, or is it just disabled people?

Do you attack me when more news items come out about appalling mental health services, or NZ having highest rate of homelessness in OECD because of our extremist neo-liberal government advancing rich like yourself and persecuting poor.  I’ve met people like you Aaron, everything that comes out their mouths are the same phrases National and Act use in their marketing.  I feel so sorry for you and your family, the hate and blame directed at disabled poor while you refuse to admit it is your leaders who have created your nightmare.

You must be really unwell to be so obsessed with me the way you are, I feel so sorry for you, so much hatred, so wrongly placed – you need to look at the leaders of your cult, they’re the ones lying to you Aaron, they’re the ones ruining your life and causing so much harm in New Zealand.

Sincerely

JR

New Zealand No 1 for homelessness in OECD

Its weird in New Zealand how it takes international organisations to highlight some of the worst social problems – while our government, media and National party voting leaders throughout our communities DENY what is going on with everything they have.

Actually its quite deranged – its why I get the abuse, insults and being discredited that I do from those in authority here.  Why no local mayor will respond to my requests for a meeting about mental health, poverty homelessness etc – yet they are often on the front page of local newspapers welcoming new people here.  In complete denial these new rich people are driving out disabled poor locals.

I never thought of Wairarapa as some sort of red-neck cauldron of hatred against poor and love of rich – but it truly is.  The kids used to call it death valley when they were teenagers – they knew – it was for them of course, after neo-liberals drove all the manufacturing jobs overseas in the 80s and 90s, they also drove most of the young out of the region and to Australia.  I know a few people who ended up in Aussie and are so much happier – mostly with how they are treated by their bosses.

Been doing a lot on twitter at the moment, conversations from all over the world, lately the UK – people can’t believe how bad it is here – they have been brainwashed into believing New Zealand is this amazing beautiful place with pristine environment, lovely people and little crime – LOL.  NZ is great at marketing of course – that’s it – after years of exploiting our environment and degrading the poorest and most vulnerable we have some of the most polluted waterways in the world, we have the highest rate of suicide and homelessness in the OECD, highest rates of family violence (due to people being terrified, stressed and forced to live in dangerous situations).

All my years of protesting in Wellington – our capital city – telling people in power (especially in our judiciary) just how bad things are for me and so many others.  I certainly don’t get the abuse from people in suits I used to get when I started 7 years ago – don’t have any health care or a safe home ot live in either – go figure.

Being charged for Misuse of a Telephone for screaming for my ACC care to be reinstated after winning two reviews, and for graffiti with a chalk pen and wilful trespass must be getting under the skin of the police by now.  Those in power in the police are so corrupt and so much part of this radicalised neo-liberal terrorism by rich of poor, I do wonder if they truly realise what they are doing.  I reakon this election is certainly hitting home to those in justice, just how they have failed New Zealands poor – who they no know are being persecuted by rich – the oldest hatred in developed world – the reason we have laws was to stop rich and powerful persecuting poor and powerless.

Still praying my health care will be restored as my physical health is deteriorating, especially with my huge increase in weight – makes me feel like shit – I try not to let it.  My mental health swings from hope to complete despair, I can see how people are driven to bi-polar, along with living in a world that says it cares for you but really it HATES you.

In New Zealand our government and leaders HATE disabled and poor people so much they deny them somewhere safe to live – where we were once heralded as the most progressive and egalitarian country in the world – now we are EXACTLY THE OPPOSITE.  The rich here have got so much richer and the hatred they continue to inflict on those THEY MADE UNEMPLOYED AND THEY DENY HEALTH CARE, WELFARE AND HUMAN RIGHTS entitlements to is so disturbing.

That’s why I get terrorised by police and many others like I do, that’s why I am denied health care I am entitled to and yet those denying it tell police and community I JUST DON’T WANT HELP.

After my protest at Min of Health couple of weeks ago I am in discussions with a senior medical officer, a nice man, A NORMAL PERSON with manners and who acts like a professional, so hopefully that will get me some care – he’s working on it.  I’m trying not to get my hopes up as when they are dashed – like they always have been in the past – the suicidal nightmare in my head is BAD, REALLY BAD – dont’ think I’ll survive it if this fails.

Am still thinking about documentary I saw by Naomi Klein called The Shock Doctorine, the truth of how completely vile the super rich and our governments truly are is comforting for me.  All these years me and so many other New Zealanders – including my dad (who is dead now) have known something was very very wrong with our government and how they were controlling our economy/lives – all of us placated and told it wasn’t true, that government weren’t doing that to us at all.  That government had to do this to us, had to sell off all our public owned assets, had to privatise everything, had to exploit our environment until it was polluted and our kids got sick swimming in the rivers.  We were all so naive and so brainwashed, especially by those we knew who were doing OK and those in our news media.  Watching TV 1 adverts for how great their news is, how honest and local it is, how it tells the truth and covers all the angles – when I’m sitting here knowing they censor everything I know say and do and what is happening to me for legally protesting.

Watching the deceit and marketing coming from our media about suicide is the hardest thing to watch – knowing they are pushing suicidal people into services that are going to degrade, abuse and persecute them even more.  On Wednesday last week, stupid me, yet again phoned media begging them to tell my story and everything that was happening in Wairarapa – why we were NO 1 in NZ for suicide.  Had this woman from Newshub (Radio Live, TV 3 etc) (sure I’ve spoken to the revolting bitch before) on the phone encouraging me to talk, to start with I said I wouldn’t because she would call the police.  She assured me several times she wouldn’t and she would tell my story, but of course she didn’t, she phoned police who then spent the next 3 hours terrorising and threatening me.  This is how corrupt New Zealand media are – especially when it comes to the suffering of abuse victims who can’t get care they entitled to and become suicidal.  These media people love it, love terrorising people, love driving people to suicide and creating more news for themselves – its truly sick, but that’s what radicalised neo-liberals do.

I ended up taking a new friend of mine with me to the police station because after two stupid phone calls from police I knew they would end up at my house and it wouldn’t go well.  Lucky she was with me, cause they revolting cow (who has hidden complaints in the past) on the desk got one of the policemen who assaulted me to come out.  I said I didn’t want to see or speak to him, he came out anyway, it didn’t go well, I challenged him on his threatening violence against me for legally protesting and lying about Hoera assaulting me – he just stood there.  Then I started swearing, so time to leave.  You have to go and see them if someone has phoned you about mental health because that is what the government do in order to terrorise you.  The government don’t like people who suicide, it makes them look bad and their horrendous neo-liberal ideologies they inflict on us are proven to be the persecution of poor they truly are.

All the phone numbers at the end of every news item about suicide or self-harm that I know goes absolutely nowhere – yes there is someone there telling you they’re listening but they don’t do anything.  If your situation is too much for them those poor young people with psychology degrees who can’t get jobs anywhere else just hang up on you.  Wonder how many people they hang up on every day, how many times they phone police to come round and terrorise the person.

It is terrifying when police first start being involved when your mental health gets to the extreme after years of medical neglect and ongoing trauma.  You can’t understand why you would be treated like a criminal for asking for help – especially for me, when I had read ACC law and many documents on health care I was supposed to get BUT IT WASN’T AVAILABLE.

I WISH …………………………………………..  I think everybody who reads this blog will know what I wish for.

Kia kaha to us all

How do I challenge NEO-LIBERAL AGENDA & IGNORANCE of New Zealand media?

More and more I see print, radio and television media people talking ignorant BULLSHIT about poor people, housing crisis, causes of suicide, ‘criminals’ and addicts.  Currently I’m TRYING, through bouts of self-harm, to make a request of the courts to stop police coming to my home under DUTY OF CARE suicidal BS (cause I have NEVER EVER SAID I WAS GOING TO KILL MYSELF – EVER) or legally protesting.

I am also writing a desperate plea for help to a senior court Justice – I won’t say who because I believe my letter would be intercepted if I did – that is how corrupt our justice system truly is.

I follow media and see blatantly how they LIE and censor what is really happening in New Zealand – especially to those who are disabled for any reason, due to injury, illness or mental health (which is mostly related to abuse and ongoing terror of poverty and fear of homelessness).

Of course much of what I see is ignorance – people who have never set foot in the darklands of this neo-liberal nightmare country.  Peter Thiel was right when he said NZ is a Libertarian utopia – given John Key is the Chair of the global Libertarian (also sometimes referred to as neo-liberal) movement who call themselves the “International Democrat Union” based in Geneva and funded by the super rich and banks who are doing very well out of it.

I have to do something about the media, so going to try and start posting replies to these people on my website and sending them a copy.  I used to send emails to media regularly about what was happening to me and others but never received a response.  Wairarapa media told me directly that what I was doing in regards to protesting about mental health services, how the DHB had me arrested and trespassed for a legal protest and I won in court – had to represent myself.

Media are of course controlled by the elites currently in power, the council people, community leaders, government agencies and organisations like Trust House.  The media will never say anything that might upset their advertisers and boy do they love to advertise mental health services (that are only available to a select few) in the media.  Even though Wairarapa is now number 1 in New Zealand for suicide the media and DHB continue to refuse people the professional health care they are entitled to under law and pump out marketing that does not work.

Suicide Prevention marketing expert at Wairarapa DHB is spending money on a 1 hour TV programme on Wairarapa TV that shows American group therapy sessions.  No group therapy is available in New Zealand if you’re suicidal due to abuse, ongoing persecution and discrimination by the state and community.  These people in power know that, they put on these adverts so people think suicidal people are being helped, when they are not.

If you dont’ apply professional treatment and rehabilitation models then you are experimenting on people – FACT.  It is illegal to experiment on people – FACT.

All over the internet there is information about the rise of neo-liberalism in the world, its the same in New Zealand, with our own slightly different application of course.  In NZ the shock and fear required to destablise and throw the majority of people into fear was the closing of mental health facilities and refusal of government to provide professional care as required in the community.

The media did a great job insuring this fear, while never challenging the government about the legalities of what they were doing.

You only have to look at my case and why I don’t have any services after winning two ACC reviews to have 12 hours care reinstated.  How my previous counsellor (I am not allowed to see her now) supported everything I was saying, so did Dr Alan Doris psychiatrist and other people in the community I was working with in 2009 when my care was illegally removed (after National got in).

You only have to look at my case and the way I am treated by police, doctors, justice system to know how corrupt our government truly are and how New Zealand is not a democracy, because democracies are based on Word of Law – that is applicable to rich as well as poor.  Where no person is to be destroyed and every person is to have access to right and justice – YEAH RIGHT THEY DO.

I phoned Fairway Resolutions yesterday – I’d heard the government had privatised them and wondered if they knew the Bill of Rights still applied to them as agents of the government.  I asked if Fairway decisions were legal and apparently they are, I asked why I won two reviews and still had no services after waiting 7 years.  So ACC are legally obliged to reinstate my care according to the two reviews and yet they havn’t and there is absolutely nothing I can do about it.

Was watching more of Chris Hedges and some of his awesome guests, one of them said activists had to change the narrative.  They had to say something different to the middle class neo-liberal drivel we were being dished up by our disgusting media.  Even those who say they’re the good guys (like John Campell) refuse to deal with what is happening in ACC, mental health and tell my story.

I’m pretty sure NZers would like to know if a disabled artist and dissident was being terrorised by our justice system etc.  But they will never know, I have begged media for years to tell my story – they refused – they have to keep up the pretence that NZ is a great place for EVERYBODY and our government aren’t corrupt.

 

Ministry of Health Wellington arrest for protesting about suicide

Guerrilla protest  mission MOH re suicide, got arrested

Guerrilla protest mission MOH re suicide, got arrested

Big day protesting in Wellington yesterday had been chickening out for weeks about doing it – but mental health was getting worse and worse I just had to let of steam about what Ministry of Health staff were doing.

Their refitted building now includes a fancy new café and security system to keep out us citizens.  Had a good audience for my rage, around 40 people around the foyer, it was lunchtime, about 12.45.  A small group of around 5 women tried to calm me down and did all the usual bullshit about having a cup of coffee.  I was  having none of that shit, I only got 10 mins before police arrive, so I’m as loud as I can be.  Wanted the police arrive to me singing and they did – Human Sewage.

I bollocked the fuck out of everybody there, called them murderers, told them they were killing my kids friends – driving them to suicide.  Screaming at them, hysterical, but the volcano had to go off some time.  I’m just speaking for me and all those I know who are unnecessarily suffering in this neo-liberal shit hole.  I talked about all the people I know who have committed suicide.

The looks on their faces was one of either guilt or complete refusal to take any responsibility for suicide and abusive mental health services.

Refused to leave the building, refused to stop yelling at them about why I was there so was arrested for Disorderly Behaviour, appropriate considering I have a stress Disorder.  Was best out of there anyway, I wouldn’t have stopped and the swearing wouldn’t have either.  Police were nice – two of them I already knew – I have am definitely infamous in Wellington for protesting.

Didn’t’ have to spend any time in the cells, was out of police custody within an hour.  Cried from when I was put in the police car, snot everywhere, was revolting.  Officer told me it is now a requirement to have handcuffs – just like America (were his words, he was an old cop, he knew it was shit for someone like me and completely unnecessary.

Got really upset several times, started ticking and rocking, backed up into the corner, when they asked questions about my doctor – when I don’t have one and the last one I had didn’t believe a thing I said.  Told them I had Complex PTSD, Sgt was bit of a jerk, telling me not to go back there or do anything else that had police called or I would spend night in the cells – WHICH I HATE – and is an illegal threat – given I hadn’t broken the law under Bill of Rights.

Gotta have a laugh with them though, threw all the laws I know at him, not me who’s the criminal – they should be charging the people at Min of Health and ACC that were denying me care I was entitled to.  Told him to charge them under Sections 150A 151 155 157 of the Crimes Act.  He ignored me of course.  They know I’m right that’s why they’re nice to me and let me go.

Left, had a cup of tea at Library Café next door and went off chalking and to meet up with a friend.  Chalked my poem MOH at Maui’s Garden and a good quote about poverty being a crime.

Was interesting watch police dealing with me, obviously there has been a bit of a discussion about how to legally.  Only got the Pre Charge Warning and let go – under Disorderly Behaviour, Sgt repeated several times it was not to be under Wilful Trespass (which I am up on charges of).  Was also issued two more trespass notices from Ombudsman and Human Rights Commission – WTF - they’re not allowed to use Trespass law to stop me protesting.  I was reading the judgement by J Williams.

Apparently I’m trespassed from about 15 different places LOL – all places who are supposed to legally help me and don’t, or who have made public comments about poor people etc.  So much for freedom of speech in New Zealand – if artists are being arrested you know things are bad.

Big shout out to Wellington Police – no comparison to the several violent arseholes that work in the Wairarapa.  I mentioned that to the officers who arrested me, a woman and man (the woman had arrested me before, I remember her).  They were nice and agreed not all officers are good people, I told them Q Hoera was a violent arsehole.

Told the Sgt wouldn’t be long and there would be 100 people like me occupying and protesting in government and justice buildings.  He didn’t look happy, I said he should be cause I was a non-violent activist who respected police that respected me and my rights to be angry about what was happening to so many.

Going to be making a legal complaint about the number of trespass notices when its a violation of my civil and political rights.  Non-violent protest, even if it is offensive (eg swearing) is a right I have under Civil Society Activism.  If I can’t get my justice issues in front of a judge, as required under Magna Carta, then I HAVE EVERY RIGHT to speak truth to power of those hurting me – AS OFTEN AS I CHOOSE TO – without threat of intimidation.