I have never done anything but be raped, hurt and beg for the care I needed and know I am entitled to. I have never done a protest that wasn’t justified in a way that I know was reasonable in a civilised and just society. I have never physically hurt anybody and never been hurt by a man until the rape & then police started hurting me for my protests. I don’t understand, I know what the law says, I know ACC, mental health and the government aren’t following them, I know that is hurting disabled abuse victims like me and I don’t understand? I don’t want to live this revolting life – if I can’t work I don’t want to live and yet your officers are saying this is my fault.
I’ve told you before my OT in 2009 and I had just started working on doing some role playing around going for a job interview – that’s the reason I can’t get a job. After the abused child/man who raped me was found not guilty even when he admitted I was asleep when he started the assault my psychy couldn’t deal with it – its called overwhelming trauma. So I became phobic of going for job interviews – I did try and do some things myself but everything failed because I got too stressed and couldn’t cope.
OH LORD I WISH I WAS DEAD – SHOT WITH A BULLET RIGHT THROUGH THE HEAD – Google it and you’ll see the rest of the lyrics – which according to your police officers are all lies and I’m offered heaps of care but refuse it. WTF.
Please don’t send them here again, I’m not going to kill myself but I know the next few days are going to be bad – really really bad. My mother text me yesterday angry about me not going to my uncle’s funeral when everybody else was there. Do you know how many family events I have not be able to go to since I was raped, the person found not guilty and ACC etc refused to provide me the treatment care and rehabilitation I am entitled to under law? Did you know my family would never let me look after my nieces and nephews, yet they keep telling me how great my own children are.
Crying – wish I was dead, looking at the bruises and swelling on my hands from yesterday for chalking a swastika on the Carterton police station. I would suggest you do some research into WWII and the creation of UN and human, civil and political rights – I have. :-((((((
Sent: Sunday, 7 August 2016 10:55 a.m.
To: SUTTON, Michael
Subject: Don’t want to get officers into trouble & more pissed off with me – just want this hatred & resentment to stop 🙁
Just want you and them to promise they won’t hurt me like that again – to realise what I do is just chalk and words – its non-violent and its real. I don’t insult the police in my protests I beg them for help and challenge them for not upholding the law for everybody rich and poor.
Sent: Monday, 8 August 2016 7:21 a.m.
To: SUTTON, Michael
Subject: Further to what happened on Friday
Lost the plot yesterday about what happened on Friday, couldn’t stop crying, ended up at Emergency at the hospital because I didn’t have the money for the after hours doctor.
Went there to get all the bruises recorded, especially the ones on tops of my hands, recounting what happened caused a severe trauma reaction. While waiting for the doctor alone ended up curled up in a ball (foetal position) in the corner of the assessment room, eyes closed and fingers in my ears as I couldn’t handle all the stimulation and it was only way I could calm myself. Rocking sitting on the side of the bed wouldn’t do it. Have to have a wall behind me – same position I ended up in at the police station in Masterton, after Alan had finished threatening me and giving me a hard time.
Doctor was a really nice Middle Eastern man – he knew exactly what was happening and was very nice to me – he was also upset when he realised it was the police that had caused this. I’m sure when he came to New Zealand he thought he had left behind this sort of violent behaviour by those in authority over powerless citizens.
I am still in shock about what happened – those two officers completely lost it, the Maori officer is a bully and I can’t imagine the damage he is doing in the community. He was the one I made the complaint to about High Court Security – can you please ensure he is taken off that case immediately.
Also who instructed those other two officers to come to my house and try the Misuse of a Telephone charge again? Those officers were not aware of Dr Alan Doris’ report about my behaviour – why not – you have a copy? ACC and police cannot use the law to persecute a disabled person fighting for their rights to health care and justice. Especially when they have been driven ‘mad’ with medical neglect and illegally denied health care they are entitled to. The ticking I suffer from is related to the tourettes type disorder I have developed due to what ACC have done (or not done). ACC have been told this by Dr Doris, they followed his advice and ignored all the swearing until I asked for a recording of ‘how unwell I had become’ under the Privacy Act. When they thought I was going to take them to court they USED police and an insignificant minor charge to further persecute me by dragging me through court. I have the email if you want to see it, my lawyer certainly will be.
I am also still in shock at all the things officers said about being offered care and refusing it – that’s not how it is at all. If I had been given the professional care I am entitled to under ACC, health, disability, imperial, human rights and bill of rights laws then I wouldn’t be in this situation would I. If I had had my rehabilitation from 2009 reinstated as required by two ACC reviews then I wouldn’t have ZERO services, be highly suicidal/unwell and protesting with such passion – would I, this is my life we are talking about – this is what I am fighting for. Pretty sure one thing you and others realise is I’M NOT STUPID – I have NO services, not even a counsellor because ACC refuse to accommodate impairments related to my disorder. They create barriers to accessing anything, ask Jenny Kirby why I can’t see her at the moment. They refuse to apply a professional rehabilitation model in relation to my care just choosing random disconnected ideas that I am unable (because of a deterioration of my mental injury) to act on, they know this, because I email them regularly, and they do nothing. ACC are corrupt and criminals under Sections 150A 151 155 and 157 of the Crimes Act, plus Crimes of Torture Act – I know it and I’m sure you know it too.
Today is the last day for submissions on New Zealand’s adoption of the United Nations Optional Protocol on Rights of People with Disabilities. ACClaim Otago are fighting to get this in place as it will mean disabled people like myself can make complaints to the United Nations when our government violate the Declaration on Disabled Rights. Why do you think an organisation set up to fight ACC is doing this? Because they know as well as I do ACC are corrupt and criminally negligent in their dealings with mentally injured people and others.
I would suggest to save me the trauma and you the embarrassment we have a meeting and sort this stuff out before greedy lawyers get dragged into it and we take up court time and taxpayers money trying to protect ACC when everybody knows how corrupt, negligent and cruel they are. Police are there to uphold the law, not be used by corrupt, criminally negligent, abusive government agencies to BEAT ME BLACK WITH BLUE.
The power Bill of Rights and Human Rights laws give me seems to be extremely difficult for some of your officers to handle. I am a disabled non-violent Civil Society Actor as defined by the United Nations – please read the UN documents that give me this status and understand the role people like me play in society. Please also note the rights I have to be challenging and cause offence if the situation warrants it – which also justifies my behaviour towards ACC – even when I can’t stop myself from doing it. I am sure the people who established these guidelines were well aware of human behaviour in the face of injustice, discrimination and tyranny.
Along with the above as defence I will be providing ‘religious/ethical/cultural’ evidence that people born in the Year of the Dragon (Taniwha) are prone to not handle stress well and the need to ‘breath fire’ when suffering or seeing injustice around them or they develop psychoses. We are here to hold a mirror to society and have strong ethical and moral beliefs that drive us.
Not sure if I have told you but have been in contact with the OHCHR (Office of the High Commissioner for Human Rights – pacific region) in Fiji who protect NZers rights – what has just happened with police is just more proof International human, disabled, civil and political rights are NOT being upheld in New Zealand. Chalking a swastika on a police station in chalk that is easily removed is hardly cause for physical assault, especially after the person has just experienced the type of discrimination, degradation and insults I had.
Will send the complaint to IPCA, just for their records, it is them refusing to follow up the other cruelty and intimidation of officers and use of the law against me that has caused this situation. I AM NOT THE ENEMY, I AM NOT A CRIMINAL, I CARE PASSIONATELY ABOUT PEOPLE DISABLED BY MENTAL INJURY AND THE FACT THEY ARE NOT GETTING THE PROFESSIONAL CARE THEY ARE ENTITLED TO AND HURTING THEMSELVES AND OTHERS.
Kia kaha to us all.
Civil Society Actor